Got the Vapors??

Damn as im sitting here listnin to Bruno Mars Grenade i'm sitting here pondering on all the growing mistakes i've made..over the past year i've been "in love'' obviously clouding my good judgement. Its crazy how you can get comfortable and not realize it. How you can be so clouded to the point to where you kinda lose grip with reality..until today when God used someone close to my heart to speak to me.....The words he said to me where already thoughts in my mind but it always takes for an outsider to bring you back into reality, it was like i had heard it for the first time. Continue...soon

Am i Living or Existing?

Am I not living? am i just an aimless wanderer on the pavements of emotions and life. If i am truly "living" how do i know..what signifies that you are truly living your life? Thru-out my years i've learned that me thinking so isn't enough due to the "Higher Power". I've always heard the older people say "your young get's to living" but am i not..are these experiences and woes not living experiences? Are the ups and downs of my daily travels not me living? Because if not please pinch my hips to see if i still exist..cause i think not..(took an excerpt from the fugees with a twist)